It is impossible for me to save money while living at home. This is just a fact. How sad is that? Isn’t living at home supposed to save you money so you can move on? Am I wrong in thinking that is the way it should be? I feel like I’m constantly bashing my head against a wall because I cannot prepare to move in less than 4 months when I’m doling out gas money like a god damn ATM. It’s almost like I would be better off living in my car then I wouldn’t be/feel obligated to provide things and I could actually put some money away. For whatever reason it seems that the concept that I am putting myself through school and that school costs a fuck load of money seem to not click with the people in my house hold.
I love my family with all that I am but sometimes they just tie my hands behind my back. I cannot tell you how many times my grandpa and mother have tried to convince me that I don’t need to go to school and that I am just fine where I am. I don’t know if they just don’t understand how the world works today or if to them living in the same place for the rest of your life is just peachy; but either way it is not ‘just fine.’ I am not ok with just fine, I am not ok with mediocre, I will not rot in this place for the rest of my life. I have a passion and a goal and I cannot pursue that passion or reach that goal while I’m here.
My family does support me in my pursuits; don’t think that they tell me that what I want is poinless or anything, I just don’t think that they understand the necessity of school. They also don’t understand that I have to save money for said school aparently.  
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